Wide awake at 1224 am b/c jade woke up one hour ago crying and normally we don't go in and let her go back to sleep on her but b/c she is so sick with a nasty cold ronnie went in there and sniffed and much to our amaze, poop all over we found. So thank goodness for my husband intelligence to go in there this time. She was covered in poop. But this still doesn't ease my worries about her constant coughing and choking she is experiencing, i am just worried about it. I hope she gets better soon. I start back to work at eight am today and have to be up in five and half hours and hope i can be back to sleep soon, i guess i am learning what it is to be a working mom today and i actually haven't gone to work yet, i was told that sometimes you loose sleep and i am getting prepared for the non-perfect way things used to be before a baby. But it is ok, since I have become not selfish i don't get upset like i did before. I love her so much i don't care if i only get a few hours of sleep b/c before i would be mad and tired but i choose to be awak in the morning and be happy. Ok enough of my rambling. Goodnight world.