I think I like having something to complain about. I didn't get to sleep much last night because Jade is teething so bad she wants to be up all night. I go in sometimes because she flips herself to one side that she can't get back over and frankly i want some sleep so i don't want to hear crying anymore. But it doesn't work. So I am not going in anymore unless she is screaming bloody murder for more than 20 mins. But this whole up for 1 hr talking and crying some and then sleeping is driving me insane. We are zombie parents. We are snappy at work with everyone (we work together, that is how we met), and all co-workers and clients get on our nerves sometimes cause we are so tired.

Today I had an oppurtuinity to take a nap while my mom had jade when I got off of work early. I took it big time. Now I feel rested and have nothing to do. Now instead of being tired and whiny about it I am bored. Come'on Kristen how about be happy for a change.

I have no idea how you parents who have 2 kids that are very small do it. I do not want another kid. I wanted another one badly when jade was sleeping 12 hrs a night but I think I am too old to do it again and I know ronnie is too old, he is 40 this year. One will do it for us.

To top it all off, my dr. is pretty sure I am a diabetic. I am taking the nasty glucose tolerance test next tues to find out. The only thing good about it is that I can get on some kind of medication to loose weight cause I am sick of this weight struggle. I never ever in my whole life thought I would have to deal with obesity and here it is. My dad is like this because he is diabetic and loosing weight when you are one is very hard to do. I am freaking determined to get this weight off and get skinny and pretty again. I am pretty miserable these days and uncomfortable in my own body. I am ready for the dr's to have some answers already.


I am excited to have sat's to myself now. My husband and I agreed that after I get off of work on sat's i can go to my friend's house and hang out with her all day and night and come home whenever. I am so excited about that. He gets one night a week to go out with a friend after work and I am now doing the same thing.

I have to utilize this blog more. It is a great outlet.