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I joined curves last week and have gotten to workout twice now. It is so exhilarating at the end of my workout, i have tons more energy and I am so much more positive than when I went in. I am waiting for the being tired all the time to go away now. I am going to workout on my machine at home on tues and thur's since i can't quite make it there due to my husband's schedule. i am so ready to shed this awful weight i never thought in my wildest dreams i would have put on.

In sept, my family and a close friend and her boyfriend are going to my favorite place, Port A for a vacation for 4 days. I am so looking forward to that.

I went to california for 4 days to visit my grandma one last time before she passes away and to visit old friends that i haven't seen in years and years and years and a friend that i have been close to for the past 18 yrs. Yikes did I say 18, damn I am gettting old.


Ronnie turns 40 in less than a month.

Thank you Megan Harner for inspiring me to write on my blog today. Your blog is so amazing and beautiful to read.

This past week we lost a client, not a patient but a client who was a very good friend of the Dr's and a friend of mine. He passed away so suddenly and unexpectedly. All of us were hit hard. He was such an amazing man. I am now in a new state of mind from it. I am so living each day to its fullest because you have no idea when your last day is. I am not dealing with petty things anymore just loving everyone in my life and living it. I want jade to grow up loving life so much.

I am going to stop complaining about being fat and just love myself. As I loose weight I am not going to complain about not being skinny enough. I am going to just love my body. I want anyone who hears me complain say something to me so I stop.

WE can say we are going to change but in reality we go back to being the same old person and not the one we want to be. That is why I am getting support from anyone who will give it to me to keep me in my positive state.

that is all for now