Thank you Megan Harner for inspiring me to write on my blog today. Your blog is so amazing and beautiful to read.

This past week we lost a client, not a patient but a client who was a very good friend of the Dr's and a friend of mine. He passed away so suddenly and unexpectedly. All of us were hit hard. He was such an amazing man. I am now in a new state of mind from it. I am so living each day to its fullest because you have no idea when your last day is. I am not dealing with petty things anymore just loving everyone in my life and living it. I want jade to grow up loving life so much.

I am going to stop complaining about being fat and just love myself. As I loose weight I am not going to complain about not being skinny enough. I am going to just love my body. I want anyone who hears me complain say something to me so I stop.

WE can say we are going to change but in reality we go back to being the same old person and not the one we want to be. That is why I am getting support from anyone who will give it to me to keep me in my positive state.

that is all for now