my dreams

So I realized my dreams today for the first time ever and I want to share them with the world.

I grew up in a great life, got everything i needed and never wanted for anything thanks to my parents Janet and Lee. They are two human beings I want to grow up to be in life someday, the way they raise their kids with so much care, concern and love. Their marriage is so amazing to look up to, I only hope mine can be as amazing as theirs.

I have never really let love into my life for fear of being hurt so I just have always been a very cold person who is rude to others, and make it very hard for anyone to love me. I now know the true meaning of love and can feel it in a way that I have never felt it before. That is because of Jade. God put her in my life for a reason and that is to live this amazing life. I was just existing before, had no purpose on this planet, no drive or ambition til the day I met her.

I am so grateful that: i have an amazing family who is so generous with people on this earth, they only want to make a difference in this world and leave a legacy, for my friends who I met along this amazing journey called Life, I could not be who I am today without their guidance and patience, and for my husband who I wouldn't get to be a great wife and wonderful mother at all because of how he listens to me and creates me as. He is my rock.

How I can't wait to feel everyday is: I get up at 6am, brew my coffee that smells like texas pecans and is so good, get ready for work and put on my oh so comfy scrubs, and drive into work with no one on the road and beautiful stars out guiding me on the road because it is still dark outside and i am drinking my coffee which is making me warm. I get to open the doors of the clinic for the first time each day and before I walk into the doors of animals loving me, I get to create how it is going to go for that day at Crystal Mountain Animal Hospital. I can say if we are going to have a bad day or a great day because my word is that powerful. I get to walk back into the kennel and say GOOD MORNING DOGGIES AND KITTIES. I get to smell the nice scents I have put throughout the clinic so it is refreshing when you come in. I get to start talking to my favorite people, clients. I love answering their questions, sharing my knowledge with them, shed tears with them, listen to their fears and problems, share in their excitment of a new animal or something amazing in their life. At 3 o'clock everyday I get to get into the car and head back to my mothers house and pick up Jade. I get to listen to the secret on my way their in the car and create how the rest of my day is going to go. When I get to my mom's she is full of happy grandma smiles and says your daugther was amazing today and blessed my life today. I get to pick up Jade who is smilig at me and hug her for the first time of the day and smell her hair,which smells like that baby smell. Give her kisses and take her home. We get to come home and unpack her stuff and put it away and then start playing. She will get to tell me about her day at her grandmas house where she had fun all day. I will cook dinner for her and my husband so when he comes home he can sit down to a warm and yummy meal i had fun cooking for my family. Then it is bathtime and that is oh so much fun. Then daddy reads a book to his baby girl and we kiss her goodnight and she goes to bed and then my husband and i enjoy our evening together with lots of love in our hearts. I am so happy that my day was full-filled for me of nothing but love I never have really felt before I had my daughter. I am blessed to be alive and in this world.

Those are my dreams

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